Sunday, February 15, 2009

i think of her...but she thinks only of him.

God is never partial .If he gave men physical strength and authority to rule this world(though now women are not far behind,in fact they are getting ahead of us), he blessed the fairer sex with a rarer blessing-CHOICE(not the pill).Choice of choosing( which generally cannot be associated with men)their partner.Girls are like dictators ,who can dictate terms on poor guys .They have the heavenly power - who to keep as a keep and who to throw out of their life.Whatever it is, girls cannot be blamed.Actually the problem lies in the fact that ,we think love is incomplete without unification .Thus for men:lass lorn is world gone.
I think there is a really big conspiracy behind this trend.May be by this way God hopes that one day we will understand the true value and definition of love as the saying goes -"too light winning makes the prize light".So to make us realize the true worth of true love this is being done to us(read men).
I looked at a flower and thought it was the most beautiful thing i have ever seen.I thought it to be Glory lily but it was China berry(this is a poisonous flower while the earlier one is not).
Why its always boys running after girls?Why girls never show slightest of interest even though they have soft corner for a person.Either they are too shy to express their feelings or its nothing but unnecessary show-off of misplaced attitude.
Valentine's day is fast loosing its significance.Reasons-
Sudden emergence of thousand new saffron parties has made PDA(public display of affection) next to impossible and on top of that girls now a days are also becoming too selective.God knows what they actually want.Girls are not understanding that everyone cannot get Shahrukh Khan.
In this time of recession ,it is getting worse for flower vendors,gift shop owners,restaurant owners to earn their living because girls are just not ready to commit themselves to anyone.
On 14th Feb i saw florists sitting idle,restaurants and Archies showroom empty.Outside were guys sitting alone hoping to find someone while inside shop owners were hoping on their hopes.Even i was alone, wondering ,how can my jolly nature,high stature and heavy coffer not win me a girl.I think even God is feeling the heat of recession.Mr. Cupid(God of love) i guess is short of arrows.I request God to make some rich people less rich but please provide dear Cupid with credit so that the game of love continues.
In this time of misery and disappointment(read recession) only emotional satisfaction can be a remedy for every one's shattered hopes and for that we need love all around.More and more new couples.So let us take a pledge that from now on we will act Cupid in every one's life and will help others to find their love.One more humble request-Girls please do not be shy to express your love.Your efforts are desperately needed.

Sunday, February 8, 2009

Turning Agnostic

My faith in existence of God has been shaken several times but never to the extent it has, this time.I was always told -do good and God will shower you with his blessings .Though i never did any good but God never punished me too severely .But one of my cousins who never killed an ant ,never said anything bad about anyone ,never shouted at anyone is being penalized by HIM -i guess for nothing .
Why there is discrepancy in God's book of accounts?
When there were no medicines and science was unknown ,average life span used to be far less than what it is today.Justice was done to all then also ...and today also.But if this is the case then why has life span increased over the years.Does this imply that quantity and quality of sins has reduced over the years or does this mean that laws of nature have changed to make this world true to its Puranic designation i.e. KALYUG.
I think to make Kalyug more Kalyug he is punishing good and awarding evil.
Finishing sages and stocking criminal.
It is said God sends everyone in this world with equal rights and opportunities .It is their karma which decides their future.If this is so then why a child born in a poor family always lives a penurious life .Why is he born with less privileges as compared to child who is born in a rich family.
I am sure ,some people will point finger to this .They will say those who were born underprivileged are paying the price for the sins they committed in their earlier births.I say to them-from where did they get to know it.Did God tell them?Even if this logic is there behind all this then i am very sorry to say but this logic is very illogical and this should get changed.
Scientists and historians say that first form of life on this Earth was jelly fish,then came early men but no where in the accounts of history there is any strong proof regarding the existence of God on earth.Existence of God is just a myth,that is why we call it mythology.
Though some satellite pictures show the existence of Adam's bridge between India and erstwhile Rameshwaram but that bridge may not necessarily be God's creation.If we can build seven wonders of the world then why we should we wonder at the creation of this wonder(Adam's bridge).
God is noting but a creation of human fear.The things which are detrimental(beneficial) to our existence are given designation of God.Be it water,sun,trees or air etc.If there is no rain then God is angry but if there is good rain then he is happy.We have just interpreted these events to balance out things.Selfishness is what drives us to believe in God.We never consider mosquito as God.We never consider pollution as God.
We have just maneuvered everything to justify our existence otherwise i do not see any logic driving this world.
Albert Einstein understood this stupidity little early and he was justified when he said-"Two things are infinite in this world,universe and human stupidity".
As the heading of my topic suggests i am an agnostic so i do believe ,there can be some super power but i attach very low probability to that.
So GOD if you are there and you have read this then please do not punish me for what i have written .I wrote it just because i cannot relate to events that occur.I just cannot find any justification ,when,i see clean souls being cleansed.